I stood under the streetlight and looked out into the darkness. The duffle bad I had slung over my shoulder seemed heavier and heavier as the seconds ticked away. I heaved a sigh and slipped the bag off my shoulder and onto the sidewalk at my feet.
That darkness out there holds my future, I thought. Anything at all could happen. This small town holds nothing for me. I stayed in the pool of lamplight a moment longer and continued to think. I nudged my duffle with the toe of my shoe and went over everything I had packed. Enough clothes to scrape by and all the money I had… Which was not a lot, I wasn't willing to take, or er, steal any money
...Of Dreams and Reality by MntDewforBlood, literature
Literature
...Of Dreams and Reality
Exhaustion beats behind my eyes
Steady as a drumroll leading to
the Final Collapse...
Thrashing chaotically against my
Pulse, each beat of my
Heart ringing in discord
against the void.
Spiraliing in and out of reality
Slipping un-noticed into fiction
& fantasy... The light bleeds when
Breathing is a supreme effort
as the water burns through my
lungs and forces salt into festering
wounds.
Focusing is anything if impossible
and reality is undiscernable.
Nostalgic Shades of Grey by Serene-wise, literature
Literature
Nostalgic Shades of Grey
The only gets bitter
this only gets colder
when I see you
This only gets bitter
this only gets colder
when I see you...
They may love you now,
but oh remember
insanity is permament
and they're not forever
I hope you realize
You're in the dark
and you hit that windshield
while you were in park
this only gets bitter
this only gets colder
when I see you
This only gets bitter
this only gets colder
when i see you
in black and white
nostalgic shades of grey
I see you've changed your name,
(it's not what you used to be)
to something that screams
"Whats wrong with me?"
The picture frames perfect
the lies are evident
your
you look to the door
and see your own face
you look to the floor
grunting with distaste
you turn around to find more
you see yourself back into space
you see the things you can't erase
the scars on her wrist
show more than just the surface
if you look closer and persist
you'll see all that loved ones missed
this dark, shady figure is more than appears
she shrinks into a courner, trying to dissapear
you let her do just as she pleases
you don't care, let her go, like you would a disease
as you see, she has infected you
like other illness, you can't wait to be through
now she has left, just as you and she wisheed
too bad her il
The Doubts of Life by GoddessofLostTime, literature
Literature
The Doubts of Life
Lilthe laid on her back, her body facing the ceiling. She thought of her friends and her tears came down as she discovered that feelings are not a gift, but an obstacle to life.
"Feelings are there to torture, to keep souls alive by feeding them with false hope, then, they shall feed on your misery," Lilthe sobbed to the vast darkness of her room.
"Yet, why then? Why is there life? To have feelings is to have a life, a soul! Why is there such a deceiving life?" she questioned quietly to herself.
"My dear, life is...like life. It is narrow, but has many paths. You can end it easily to rid those feelings...to end your feelin
Current Residence: Does it matter? Favourite style of art: Anime ^.^ MP3 player of choice: Clark : ) Shell of choice: ...I like the Shell Station Skin of choice: My mutt style Filipina/white skin. Oh yeahhh Favourite cartoon character: Haru from Fruits Basket -drools- Personal Quote: Either way, rum is still good for burning.
So Final Exams are here.
And I think I am about as prepared as I can be. I hope I do well. I feel good about the first half of my French Reading/Writing/Speaking Proficiency. =) Let's all just hope I can feel as about the rest of my Finals.
-gulps-
Also... Rap music. A menace to society. MENACE.
I don't understand it. o.o Or it's hypnotic hold over some... unnamed peoples...
Ah well.
I'll just get over it.
Jack (my bearded dragon) is molting yet again. He's gotten rather large in the past months. Soon he'll be big enough that I can leave him in my room and let him run loose. ^^; Jack is so cool.... And he has quite the appitite. I'm no
Hey everyone.
I am bored out of my mind.
But hey, today has been a tres cool day.
Got my Provisional today. Aw yesss -pretends to be cool-
I got the package from Cassandra today. and I loved my gift (thank you!)
I gave Kayla her Christmas gift today and tomorrow I'll give Kacie's hers.
Heck yess. -smiles-
Ah, the joys of the Christmas season.
Did I ever mention I hate Christmas music?
With a passion. >.<
So what's everyone going to do over the upcoming holidays?
Tell me about it : )
Right so Ivee tagged me.
woo.
I guess that means all of you Deviants out there have to look on as I post 20 things about me.
I bet you're excited! (okay, more than likely not. I'm sure most of you won't even bother looking at this.)
So here goes.
1. I'm vegitarian. Have been for ages.
2. Senses Fail is playing LIVE in concert. I don't get to go.
3. I love eating ramen. I could live off of Ramen and rice.
4. I want to go to Tokyo U.
5. I'm dating a wonderful pyro who treats me great.
6. Life is pretty okay right now, all things considered.
7. I can't wait for it to be December 16th.
8. Also, December 21st! Woo!
9. I miss a handfu
Hey 'licia. You haven't posted anything in forever, but thats alright. Not that it's up to me to say weather it is. wrong whether. oh well. well ill talk to you laters whore. bye